quote end of the 2009

"ignorance is a big mistake."

"Technology provides solutions to nearly all problems of man"

"do the planets have a direct influence on our day to day activities and our lives"

"Often people blame their luck... But they forget it's not a matter of chance, rather it's a matter of choice...."

"It's not a good idea to start dating a friend."
""Things may eventually go haywire!""

"Love enters the heart without introductions"

"Often its the simple things that make us happiest."

"sometimes the biggest lie is saying you don't care."
""even when its killing you inside.""

"Getting angry is very easy...but staying calm is an art/skill mastered by very few."

"Being honest and true sometimes can take the person you love away from you..."

"Lets make a promise to take them along & never let them feel"
""bad about themselves .......""

"One should always laugh when they can...Apologize when they should...and let go of what they can't change..."

"what you cannot have...you cannot resist"

"If u cannot have what u love, start loving what u have!!!!"

"love has it's own time, season and own reason, you cant ask it to stay, you can only embrace it, "
""as it comes & be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours.""

"Sympathy has dual effects or two sides for one coin , it can be seen both positively and negatively by different people"

"Good times.become good memories.Bad times,become good lessons...."

"Insults should be written in the sand, and praises carved in stone."

"old habits die hard"

Love is like a war - easy to start, hard to end

Love is not enough to have a strong, lasting relationship. the secret with it is to TRUST the one you love and accept his/her weaknesses or mistakes. It's not how many times you have forgiven. But how you have shown understanding and honesty.

Even if it&;s the end of your relationship, doesnt mean that its the end of the world. Be strong, to make a new beggining. Rather to sit and cry about the past.

Sometimes, you don't realize how much you care for someone until he/she stops caring for you

To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam

if someone wants to be a part of your life they'll make an effort to be in it. so don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay..

it is not wrong to love your friend unless you're asking too much of her time and you're acting as if you're committed with each other.

one day, you have to wake up and realize some things won't last forever.. so when it's done! it's done., move on., ^

Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for her/him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn't you."

"People Change constantly , it's just not always how we want them to change."

"Stop looking for happiness! Its right there...inside you!"

"If love is not taught in the home.. it's difficult to learn it anywhere else..."

"Expectations are hard to meet....!!!"

"Insults should be written in the sand, and praises carved in stone."

"old habits die hard"

When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken

Falling in love is not finding the perfect person. It's learning to love an imperfect person perfectly

If the heart is willing to love, it will find a thousand ways... otherwise, it will find a thousand alibis..

"Love not because of who the person is, but because of who you are when you're with her/him.

Secretly loving someone is the best thing that could hurt the most

"if we could get all we ever wished for............ da world wont be this fun"

"everyone needs motivation...even a motivator...."
""im just saying...;)""
"The best thing about year end is that you can restart all over again: new rules, new goals...new you."
"if we could get all we ever wished for............ da world wont be this fun"

"The best thing about year end is that you can restart all over again: new rules, new goals...new you."

"new year is not the only begining of sum thing new............ it's when ever some one start his life in a new way"

so attempted,,

Semua orang bilang dia manis,,
Semua orang bilang dia cantik,,
Semua orang,, membicarakan tentang wanita itu

Aku tidak begitu menanggapinya dengan serius
Karna bagiku wanita yang cantik adalah wanita yg kumiliki sekarang ini
Ya aku sudah memiliki seseorang,,

Sampai akhirnya aku bertemu dengan wanita itu
Wanita yang sudah banyak dibicarakan orang
Ah,, wanita itu tidak manis seperti yang dibicarakan
Wanita itu tidak cantik seperti yang dibayangkan,,,
Tapi wanita itu begitu menarik

Bahkan bisa menarik pandanganku yang sempat buta
Matanya begitu tajam hingga merasuk kedalam relung hatiku
Dia berbeda,, dan aku merasakan tantangan yang begitu dalam

Dia tidak cantik dia tidak manis,,
Tapi dia lebih dari itu,, dia sangat menarik,,
Ahh wanita begitu merasuki alam mimpiku,
Wanita itu "menganggu” lamunanku,,

Baiknya ku pergi,, tinggalkan dirimu,, sejauh mungkin,,
Untuk melupakan ,, untuk mengindari
dirimu yang begitu menggoda,,
dirimu yang meluluhkan jiwaku,,

namun tak bisa bagiku menjauh darimu
tak bisa ku beranjak dari pandanganmu
tak mudah bagiku beranjak dari hadapanmu,,

aku ingin terus berbicara denganmu
aku ingin terus bersamamu,,
aku sungguh menikmatinya
tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
teralu indah perasaan ini

Inginku bukan jadi temanmu
namun aku mohon jangan menggodaku wahai wanita,,
karena aku terlalu lemah untuk kau goda,,
karena kau penguasa hatiku saat ini,,

Tapi aku sadar aku telah memliki seseorang yang sudah mengisi hariku
Entahlah apa ini keputusan yang terbaik atas “kepemilikan” diriku akan orang lain,,
Oohhh Wanita itu masih saja menggodaku ,,
Maafkan aku sayang ,, aku tergoda olehnya,,

song of the month

Pejamkan kedua matamu
Sambutlah hangat dalam pelukku
Denganmu aku ingin
memulai smua hasrat yg getarkan jiwa

Akupun menginginkamu
Berbagi smua rasa yang meraja
Tak perlu terucap kata
Biarkan mengalir apa adanya

Biarlah cinta membawa kita kesana
Dalam buai ini hanya kita berdua
Untuk selamanya atau hanya sesaat
Yang kutahu kini kita jatuh cinta

Katakan smua maumu
Malam ini smua tentangmu
Bawalah ku jauh
Ke alam khayalmu yg terindah
yang pernah kau bayangkan

back to reff

Ku tahu kau pun merasakan
Kita terbawa suasana
Terungkaplah smua rasa
bila kita memang sedang jatuh cinta

confirm

in My eyes you're so perfect
Until there is no gap at all
But it was only a reflection
When I closed my eyes,,
I was blind,,

And when I opened my eyes,,
You're not as perfect as I imagined,,
I was wrong yes I'm wrong

Want to angry, like it was shouted
But couldn't
I'm just still looking at the fact

Too many lies have
Too much hypocrisy
This heart is too sore

I'm not strong, as seen
I was too weak,,,
I don't know just can't understand
as I know I just misjudged
Leave me here alone
And I try to understand his situation
It's just not supposed to be like this,,,

biarkan cinta

Tak bisa ku menghindar dari pikiran yang selalu datang
Malam ini Smua tentang kamu
Kau buat ku lupa akan batasan waktu
Lupa akan perbedaan

Setiap kali kau menatapku itu memberi arti untukku
Berdebar saat kumemandangmu ,tandanya aku menginginkamu
Dan semudah itu hatiku luluh karena senyumanmu
Ku terlena dalam pelukanmu yang terlanjur terjadi

Kubiarkan cinta ini hanyut dalam asmara yg tak pasti
Salahkah bila ku disini tak peduli keadaannya

Tak perlu aku bicara
Aku tau kaupun merasakan
Kita terbawa suasana
Namun akupun menginginkanmu

Menghabiskan waktu bersama dan memesan “Hot chocolate” untuk berdua
Berbicara tertawa sepanjang malam
Biarkanlah cinta yang membawa kita kesana
Untuk sesaat atau untuk selamanya

sebuah catatan

Sebuah catatan

Dan ketika kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yg ada
tidak selamanya berakhir sesuai harapan
tersenyum simpul dalam raut muka
namun menangis pada hati kecil

pahit seperti sebuah secangkir kopi hitam yang ku minum
namun hanya dapat merengguk aroma wangi kopi yang semerbak
tanpa kudapat merasakan nikmatnya rasa
hampa seperti berada dalam sebuah ruang kamar yang nyaman
yang hanya dapat kulihat indahnya hiasan yang terpampang
namun tak dapat kuhirup oksigen didalamnya



mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki?
aku tau ,, itu bukan untuk aku ,,
tak perlu kau ulangi lagi
kopi itu,,, ruang itu milik dia

akan Kucoba melupakanmu karna ku tau kau bukan milikku ,
akan ku relakan kulepaskan hati ini dan tanpa harus ku berdusta,,
Sebab rasaku tlah mati untuk memulai kembali padamu
Bahwa cinta ini tak lagi sama ketika kamu memilih dia

Aku hanya memaksa masuk ruang kosong hampa itu dan memimun kopi yang tersedia
tanpa kusadari ada ruang lain yang memang terbuka untuk ku datangi
yang memang disediakan untuk aku
bahkan dengan rasa lain pada kopi
dan dengan campuran warna yang ada pada dinding ruang kamar itu
namun aku belum mendatanginya
belum dan bukan tidak akan ,,,

Dan ku harap ku dimengerti mengapa ,,

mother love,, women care

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said,"And you never will, but that's OK".......

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"



GOD answered......
"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet,made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...
I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection
that many times will come even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without complaining....
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.... unfalteringly ....

For all of this hard work,I also gave her a tear to shed. It is hers to use whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness....When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

decide to

Decide to
Now I feel that I can't breathe
I feel that I can't be my self
I can’t be strong when I'm alone
Don't you dare treat me.
like you don't know me
maybe it better for me to leave u
leave u so far away
I'd try to get you out of my mind
& many times I try to step on the ground
when now you're out of my world, don't know where to find you
but shape of you, taste of you, smell of you
Spinning in my head..
I’m Goin crazy just because of you!!
You are the one that means a lot for my life
But I don’t know do I means a lot for u too
You control me, you control me..
I feel that u control me
Take me out of here!!
I wanna be free,,
I just can’t stand without a hope
Coz’ I’ll stand for hope that I call new life,,
With or without you,,

blame myself that u re not into me

I’m already thinking about you
already hoping for you
So long, I've blame my self dreamin' 'bout you..

but I never regret it
I just can’t standing strong when u already love her
The woman that I know very well

U are always there when she was there,,
IF u know what I’m feeling
IF u understand what I’m feel



I’m try to forget u because I know that you’re not into me
the heart its BROKEN
its hurt to know the truth when I’m not ready

Even I never know the truth..
Even I never know if the feeling can change when we meet
But it can’t be the same feeling

Because she is my best friend
u are my dreaming

but I already both of them

and now I’m Stop to hoping again,,,

I decide to end of this story because my feel was die to accept it