song of the month

Pejamkan kedua matamu
Sambutlah hangat dalam pelukku
Denganmu aku ingin
memulai smua hasrat yg getarkan jiwa

Akupun menginginkamu
Berbagi smua rasa yang meraja
Tak perlu terucap kata
Biarkan mengalir apa adanya

Biarlah cinta membawa kita kesana
Dalam buai ini hanya kita berdua
Untuk selamanya atau hanya sesaat
Yang kutahu kini kita jatuh cinta

Katakan smua maumu
Malam ini smua tentangmu
Bawalah ku jauh
Ke alam khayalmu yg terindah
yang pernah kau bayangkan

back to reff

Ku tahu kau pun merasakan
Kita terbawa suasana
Terungkaplah smua rasa
bila kita memang sedang jatuh cinta

confirm

in My eyes you're so perfect
Until there is no gap at all
But it was only a reflection
When I closed my eyes,,
I was blind,,

And when I opened my eyes,,
You're not as perfect as I imagined,,
I was wrong yes I'm wrong

Want to angry, like it was shouted
But couldn't
I'm just still looking at the fact

Too many lies have
Too much hypocrisy
This heart is too sore

I'm not strong, as seen
I was too weak,,,
I don't know just can't understand
as I know I just misjudged
Leave me here alone
And I try to understand his situation
It's just not supposed to be like this,,,

biarkan cinta

Tak bisa ku menghindar dari pikiran yang selalu datang
Malam ini Smua tentang kamu
Kau buat ku lupa akan batasan waktu
Lupa akan perbedaan

Setiap kali kau menatapku itu memberi arti untukku
Berdebar saat kumemandangmu ,tandanya aku menginginkamu
Dan semudah itu hatiku luluh karena senyumanmu
Ku terlena dalam pelukanmu yang terlanjur terjadi

Kubiarkan cinta ini hanyut dalam asmara yg tak pasti
Salahkah bila ku disini tak peduli keadaannya

Tak perlu aku bicara
Aku tau kaupun merasakan
Kita terbawa suasana
Namun akupun menginginkanmu

Menghabiskan waktu bersama dan memesan “Hot chocolate” untuk berdua
Berbicara tertawa sepanjang malam
Biarkanlah cinta yang membawa kita kesana
Untuk sesaat atau untuk selamanya

sebuah catatan

Sebuah catatan

Dan ketika kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yg ada
tidak selamanya berakhir sesuai harapan
tersenyum simpul dalam raut muka
namun menangis pada hati kecil

pahit seperti sebuah secangkir kopi hitam yang ku minum
namun hanya dapat merengguk aroma wangi kopi yang semerbak
tanpa kudapat merasakan nikmatnya rasa
hampa seperti berada dalam sebuah ruang kamar yang nyaman
yang hanya dapat kulihat indahnya hiasan yang terpampang
namun tak dapat kuhirup oksigen didalamnya



mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki?
aku tau ,, itu bukan untuk aku ,,
tak perlu kau ulangi lagi
kopi itu,,, ruang itu milik dia

akan Kucoba melupakanmu karna ku tau kau bukan milikku ,
akan ku relakan kulepaskan hati ini dan tanpa harus ku berdusta,,
Sebab rasaku tlah mati untuk memulai kembali padamu
Bahwa cinta ini tak lagi sama ketika kamu memilih dia

Aku hanya memaksa masuk ruang kosong hampa itu dan memimun kopi yang tersedia
tanpa kusadari ada ruang lain yang memang terbuka untuk ku datangi
yang memang disediakan untuk aku
bahkan dengan rasa lain pada kopi
dan dengan campuran warna yang ada pada dinding ruang kamar itu
namun aku belum mendatanginya
belum dan bukan tidak akan ,,,

Dan ku harap ku dimengerti mengapa ,,

mother love,, women care

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said,"And you never will, but that's OK".......

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"



GOD answered......
"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet,made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...
I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection
that many times will come even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without complaining....
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.... unfalteringly ....

For all of this hard work,I also gave her a tear to shed. It is hers to use whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness....When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

decide to

Decide to
Now I feel that I can't breathe
I feel that I can't be my self
I can’t be strong when I'm alone
Don't you dare treat me.
like you don't know me
maybe it better for me to leave u
leave u so far away
I'd try to get you out of my mind
& many times I try to step on the ground
when now you're out of my world, don't know where to find you
but shape of you, taste of you, smell of you
Spinning in my head..
I’m Goin crazy just because of you!!
You are the one that means a lot for my life
But I don’t know do I means a lot for u too
You control me, you control me..
I feel that u control me
Take me out of here!!
I wanna be free,,
I just can’t stand without a hope
Coz’ I’ll stand for hope that I call new life,,
With or without you,,

blame myself that u re not into me

I’m already thinking about you
already hoping for you
So long, I've blame my self dreamin' 'bout you..

but I never regret it
I just can’t standing strong when u already love her
The woman that I know very well

U are always there when she was there,,
IF u know what I’m feeling
IF u understand what I’m feel



I’m try to forget u because I know that you’re not into me
the heart its BROKEN
its hurt to know the truth when I’m not ready

Even I never know the truth..
Even I never know if the feeling can change when we meet
But it can’t be the same feeling

Because she is my best friend
u are my dreaming

but I already both of them

and now I’m Stop to hoping again,,,

I decide to end of this story because my feel was die to accept it