For the ending of my first begin

When you say "would u be my wife ?" It was me who enjoy the most. The evening was like never end, and the time was just stop ticking because that time was memorable for me 

And now yes.. you are my husband , a father of my daughter. 

My 1st n my last n my everything 

My guiding star 

I never think I would find someone who's make me completely perfect (even there's no body perfect., but I feel like that) someone who changes my plan and also comfort me. Someone who make me addicted with his joke, surprise and love. 

someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that just give me a whole new reason to breathe , to live, to have a spirit. but then I found you and realized that you would be doesn't even compare to what you are. 

You made my world with your own way. 

u're not the kind of person who can show your love in public for some reason.

But  In different ways you always show it in front of me, 

I see so many ways to show me the way u love me, the way u make me happy till the day I die and make me the center of your life. 

As like I always say to you,...

 thank to you..... Thank you for make feel precious. So that the world seems coloured with happiness .

Happy bday to you my husband!

I always pray for your health, career, success, happiness, and the  best for you. I hope God bless you in every step u made. 

Love you always.. And Always love us. 

Home is wherever I'm with you n Aqila ❤️

XoXo 

Me + Aqila 

Story PR - "live ur life best"

with the title " story PR " lets start with the journey to becoming a public relation... Ya.. bermula ketika saya mencoba peruntungan karir sesuai background pendidikan saya yaitu ekonomi.Dan ketika berhadapan dengan HRD langsung untuk interview dengan posisi accounting. tapi kenapa saya sekarang diberi kesempatan menulis mengenai "PR" itu sendiri adalah karna kepercayaan yang diberikan oleh pihak HR dalam melihat "sisi" lain dari seorang ayu. yup.. this is me.. the one who have another passion outside her study :) Awal tahun menjadi awal baru untuk memulai sesuatu yang baru, termasuk dalam menata perabotan rumah tangga. Dengan berbebanh menggangti furniture lama dengan yang baru akan mamou menampilkan aura baru dan suasana baru di dalam rumah adalah hal positif dalam memulai awal tahun. Penempatan warna merupakan elemen penting dari pemilihan furniture itu sendiri. Seperti yang sudah ada di beberapa media dan situs furniture itu sendiri, trend warna untuk tahun 2013 adalah inspired violet dan biru keunguan.

Dengan penempatan warna dan fungsi lainnya adalah menjadi elemen utama dalam sebuah pemilihan tata ruang baru yaitu sebuah furniture itu sendiri. Pemilihan furniture sangat penting dalam perubahan tata rumah itu sendiri. Dari furniture ruang tempat tidur untuk menyelesaikan kenyamanan tidur Anda, untuk furnitur ruang tamu yang memberikan struktur bergaya dan elegan, untuk ruang keluarga classy namun santai, dan atau dining room furniture yang unik maupun sempurna untuk teman-teman dan tamu- tamu anda. Salah satu furniture dengan gaya classy dan elegan maupun unik dan minimalis bisa anda temukan di MEDICILIVING. medici dengan gaya elegan berkelas menambah kesan mewah pada rumah dan kepribadian anda dalam memulai awal tahun yang baru. Dengan detail dan kualitas yang yang diberikan MEDICI menjadi salah satu brand furniture yang patut diperbincangkan. Dan dengan timeline yang diberikan "Live your life best" menjadi panutan untuk memberikan yang terbaik bagi setiap customernya

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Commitment is when you still continue working on your goals even if you're not so much in the mood to do со
Which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, OR saying nothing and wishing you had?
How can you call it love when you're crying more than you're smiling? #ТЛС
There’s no way to change the past. Things have already happened. You must learn to accept it.
There’s a PURPOSE to every FAILED relationship. The purpose isn’t to encourage you to lower your expectations, but to raise your standards.
I guess Love is a funny thing; the way it fades away without a warning. #TLS
LOVE isn't love until you do the right thing even if it хурт
Never blame anyone if you get hurt because you took the risk, and you decided who was worth the try. #ТЛС
Whatever you're going through right now... just remember, there's hope in every breath, in every heartbeat & in every smile. Don't give up.
You can't build a new relationship if your mind and heart are still in the last or past релатионшипс
Don’t ask why people keep hurting you. Ask yourself why are you allowing it to happen…
Sometimes you have to love people from a distance and give them space and time to get their minds right. #TLS
Ultimately, there is only one person responsible for your happiness, and they are
reading this right now :)
Just because you've made mistakes doesn't mean your mistakes get to make you. Forgive yourself. Move on.
"Respect is earned, Honesty is appreciated, Love is gained and Loyalty is returned" #TLS
Sometimes somethings are better late than never, But sometimes somethings are worth never than late
Words are just words until proven
Sometimes somethings are better late than never, But sometimes somethings are worth never than late
If you never thank GOD after every smile, then you have no right to blame him after every tear
You can't build a relationship on promises
We see more bad things in this world then good, but we shouldn't forget about the good things that no one sees

Fort Minor - ''Where'd You Go'' Official Music Video HD

say "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone, 
But I feel like an idiot,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin' 
Im here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

Rasaku...

Aku sudah tak sanggup lagi menahan perasaan ini. Akhirnya semua itu telah terucap. Aku tahu aku salah.. Tak seharusnya ku punya cinta ini untukmu. Tapi bagiku,cinta tak pernah salah. Ia datang dan pergi sesuka hatinya. Dan kini rasa itu hadir di hatiku, untukmu...

Mungkin trlalu banyak kenangan yang sanggup ku ingat saat bersamamu. Tapi, kenangan itu sangat berarti bagi hidupku. Walau kutahu, itu semua hanya menjadi debu yang tertiup angin bagimu

Cinta dan benci memang tipis batasnya. Aku ingin mencintaimu sewajarnya saja, karena kutahu suatu saat nanti aku akan membencimu. Dan aku akan membencimu sewajarnya saja, karena aku tak tahu mungkin suatu saat nanti cinta itu akan kembali tumbuh...

Maafkan aku yg telah merubah keadaan yang mungkin telah membuatmu kecewa. Aku hanya tak mau menyimpan perasaan Biarlah aku yang kini sakit hati, karena memang dari awal inilah resiko yang harus kuhadapi...

Aq ingin seperti bulan yang bersinar cerah memayungi bumi. Bersama cahayanya, ia tak pernah lelah memberikan sejuta kasih dan harapan kepada makhluk yang dinaungi kegelapan. Menemani jiwa-jiwa yang kesepian. Merenungi kehidupan yang penuh misteri namun harus dijalani. Karena kehidupan adalah jalan untuk merajut semua keinginan dan kebaikan untuk keabadian.

Tak hentinya harapan itu kusimpan dan kudekap dengan keyakinan yang tak pernah kuhapus walau sedikit. Karena hanya dengan harapan, hatiku masih sanggup bertahan dan melalui waktu yang sulit. Karena hanya dengan harapan, hidupku akan terus berjalan tanpa dijegal keputusasaan.

Harapan untuk mendapat kasih dan sayang. Harapan untuk memeluk harapan dengan keyakinan. Karena harapanku bukanlah harapan kosong meski tak ada yang menjajikan. Harapanku adalah harapan yang aku yakini akan jadi kenyataan. Meski aku harus menunggu lama di sini. Meski aku harus selalu berteman sepi dan sendiri. Namun aku yakin semua harapanku akan terpenuhi…..

Seandainya saja nanti tiba saatnya, aku kembali dipersatukan denganmu...
Kuharap semua 'kan baik-baik saja. Tak ada lagi sedih, kecewa, marah, dendam.
Tapi seandainya saja kita takkan pernah dipertemukan lagi, ingatlah... Bahwa aku pernah mencintaimu. Dan aku selalu mendoakan untuk kebahagiaanmu...

Sayang tak terucap

Apakah mungkin memutuskan untuk hidup dengan seseorang tanpa rasa sayang?
Apakah mungkin anda memilih menikah tanpa ada rasa d dlm hati anda?
Apakah Hanya krna penghargaan penghormataan thdp kluarga anda memiloh jalur pernikahan? Bukankah itu menjadi penghinaan buat kluarga?

Kalian silahkan berpendapat ttg hal ini.saya tidak akan berkomentar lebih jauh... Namun saya punya penilaian sendiri thdp ini...

bagi saya Selama tak pernah ada lagi kata syg terucap
Ataupun tal terucap dlm hati... Maka tak akan pernah ada pertalian ke jenjang lebih tinggi...yaitu pernikahan...

Theres hope

Back when I had a little
I thought that I needed a lot
A little was over rated,
but a lot was a little too complicated
You see-Zero didn't satisfy me
A million didn't make me happy
That's when I learned a lesson
That it's all about your perception
Hey-are you a papa or a superstar
So you act, so you feel, so you are
It ain't about the size of your car
It's about the size of the faith in your heart

There's hope
It doesn't cost a thing to smile
You don't have to pay to laugh
You better thank God for that


There's hope


Off in the back country of Brazil
A met a young brotha that made me feel
That I could accomplish anything.
You see just like me he wanted to sing
He had no windows and no doors
He lived a simple life and was extremely poor
On top of all of that he had no eye sight,
but that didn't keep him from seein' the light
He said, what's it like in the USA,
and all I did was complain
He said-livin' here is paridise
He taught me paridise is in your mind
You know that


Every time I turn on the T.V. (There's Hope)
Somebody's acting crazy (There's Hope)
If you let it, it will drive you crazy (There's Hope)
but I'm takin' back my power today (There's Hope)
Gas prices they just keep on rising (There's Hope)
The government they keep on lying
but we gotta keep on surviving
Keep living our truth and do the best we can do


Stand up for your rights [echo]
Keep shining your light [echo]
And show the world your smile [echo]