hold me tight

when this heart start to open
I’ve finally found you
and you come into my life
even with a space even with a different character

i love you
for everything in you

but now you’re running down to the road
left me, hiding something,
pain inside this heart and kept some secret
let me know everything
stared from my eyes



I am trapped in this silly situation
I'm really tired, I cant move anymore
I tried to find him

I just want the real man
who's not to be hiding
who's not to be foolish
but who's cares more
who's love me so

I cant find my way back home
waiting for a ride
I close my eyes, I hope I can see your smile and hold me tight
please,,

when u love someone

song of the month for july 2009


I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever but you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And I knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say “Hello”
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till night is coming to my life

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that Im so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true


endah n resha -when u love someone-

where i go to landing?

i start my vacation
with my preparation
i bring my bag and a lot of commodity

going by a plane
travel by my self
I like to be around the world

and i already to feel many country and city
I already done a half around the world
but i not yet to find the best destination
i ever come

like a ways of love
the ways of look a man
going out by plane with somebody
and always make me so fly high

but we never know how many times we should be transit
we never know how many times we must to get broken heart
we never know when we are in the destination
like as we never know when we found the soul mate

and i start to ended my vacation
to get bearings my last destination as like at home
comfort and make me warm
in another half of the world
where i go to landing this plane?

waiting

yesterday we are friend
yesterday we laugh together as friend
yesterday we are friend
its yesterday

now
u are still be my friend
but everything change
as a change when i see u that day
u are not only be my friend for laugh
but u becaming more than friend for me

and tomorrow
i will see u for the first time as a couple

sometimes i feel so weird
sometimes i feel so funny
and sometimes i feeling thats what i want

but how the real feel?
i never know

but i want to know how that feel
how ur way to make me comfort to be with u
how ur way to hug me so deeply,,,

and i'm waiting when that day comes

1 bulan kita bersama
selama itu kita saling mengenal satu sama lain
1 bulan kita bersama
mungkin terlalu singkat
tapi tidak terlalu singkat untuk mencintaimu

aku sedih dan melamunkanmu
mataku memandang sebuah kekosongan
tidakkah kau merasa
Dibalik karya yang tak bernyawa
Dapatkah kau rasa
dibalik setiap kata yang aku ucap

Kau mengisiku seperti halnya aku yang melengkapimu

Setapak demi setapak kutelurusi jalan cintaku
Penuh debu dan kerikil yang tajam
Kakiku tak sesakit luka dihatiku
ketika kau meragukanku

Namun ku terus berjalan
Tetap tegar sambil terseok-seok
Ku biarkan semua berlalu
Dengan keyakinan
Dengan harapan
kau tidak akan meragukannku


because i promise that
you'll never walk alone!!

u always be my side
and we walk together
just believed to me !!
i just wanna showing to u the demureness

like coffee

for every moment in my life
for every memories in my life
leave behind a beautiful
but sometimes leave behind a bitter

and for a long time ago i feel a bitter
like coffee
the black coffee
without the sugar , cream, or milk

as like as my love life
black, bitter
without a taste, without a feeling
and I'm enjoy the coffee

but for a long time i drink and i feel the black coffee
I'm tired , I'm feel bored
and now i wanna try again to drink coffee with cream or milk
i just wanna feel it again

so i can feel the taste of milk
feel the taste of sugar
the taste of cream
and honestly i want to feel it with u
i wanna feel the taste from u

and i hope the coffee will be sweet

the words that u can agree or disagree!!

"Life is like making investment... sometimes you need to take risk to get through it..."

"the easiest way to feel happy is to make others happy.."

"Memories can be friend or foe !!!"

"The road to success is dotted with many tempting parking places"

"Enthusiasm Is INFECTIOUS.."

"Sooner or later we get bored of everything in life including all human and material objects!"

"we are all responsible for our own actions"

"Keep your head and your heart in the right direction and you don't have to worry about the feet ."

"No one can avoid love...when it comes, there is no way except falling in it.."

"Men want to be needed, and women need to be wanted."

Failure is an event,"

"You know how to give , You know how to forgive."
""A giving person is a forgiving person..:)""

"We are never all alone...some memories are always with us..."

"No one is in charge of your happiness,but you.."

"Sharing thoughts is the first step to improve understanding of our self and of each other."

"Don't ask God for a easy life, ask him to make you a strong person"